An old bit of poetry written ten years ago or so, shared on this Thursday evening. The girl is real. She died in a car accident before her eighteenth birthday fifty years ago, and I had not seen her for two years before that awful day. Yet her eyes have lived with me all these many years. I have seen only one other young woman with such eyes--a Baltimore girl of Irish descent with dark hair and pale flesh. Both possessed a gaze of dewy innocence, a prelapsarian tenderness and sense of wonder.
Ora Pro Nobis
The dead die when we living let them die;
We breathing clasp to hearts our breathless dead;
We pack them lettuce fresh on icy beds.
In silent rooms they speak our names. They cry
To us: “Remember me! Remember me!”
Ah, Cissy, I remember you. Your eyes
Which last saw light at seventeen still lie
In me like jeweled cuts of sun-cut sea.
I dream your eyes, their baffled quiet grace;
Others forget, but I do not forget;
You prick my prayers, poor altars of regret;
My mind’s sharp eye calls back your sea-sun gaze.
Pray all, I pray, who read these lines of song,
For her whose eyes are gone when I am gone
The dead die when we living let them die;
We breathing clasp to hearts our breathless dead;
We pack them lettuce fresh on icy beds.
In silent rooms they speak our names. They cry
To us: “Remember me! Remember me!”
Ah, Cissy, I remember you. Your eyes
Which last saw light at seventeen still lie
In me like jeweled cuts of sun-cut sea.
I dream your eyes, their baffled quiet grace;
Others forget, but I do not forget;
You prick my prayers, poor altars of regret;
My mind’s sharp eye calls back your sea-sun gaze.
Pray all, I pray, who read these lines of song,
For her whose eyes are gone when I am gone